Oh why couldn't you just stay!
Why did you have to go?
Was it something I said or did?
My breaking heart, it needs to know.
Were things really that awful?
Has sorrow hurt you so badly?
I weep with sorrow all the time.
I would have joined you gladly.
Yes, we fought through our ups and downs.
We faced life's arrows and its stings,
Our greatest joys, our deepest woes.
And for your love my heart still sings.
I feel that you had your reasons,
Although the pain cuts like a knife.
Was I really that bad to you
That you would want to end your life?
Now I always thought we could talk,
And I believed the same of you,
We weathered through our greatest loss,
And I hoped you felt the same way too.
Though thinking dark times were over,
Imagining we had moved on,
It seems you never were able,
To deal with the loss of our son.
